Oh things are bad.

First of, I most as all Swedish bloggers does today (I feelt abit of peer presure when I read through them) mention the fact that today is 10 Years science the horrible Estonia catastroph. For those of you how aren´t swedish (or Estonian or what ever the other nations on the boat was) this was an horrible boat accident where over 800 people died in the stormy baltic sea. I don´t remember much of this time as this was the beging of the worst part of my schooltime. I was 12, going on 13 (my birthday is in October) and had my own trouble suriving school. But as bad as school was this accident was worse. I remember comming to school and seeing the flags being halfways up. The feeeling was horrible, then somehow it come forward that one of the teatcher for the smaller kids had died. The scouts where I was active untill ca. 1998, took people from my swedish low/middlegrade school (Katarina Norra) and from the school in Gamla Stan/Old Town (Storkyrkoskolan) of Stockholm. That last school shared it´s existence with the Estonian school of Stockholm (or something like that) and the pupils from the Estonian school was quite unsetled and so was the swedish pupils too. I heard that much later as I once knew a girl that went to it quite good. (This was many realationships away). But I didn´t think I got the catastrophe then, I was to young I think. I was much more affected by a fire in Gothenburg on a youthdisco some years later. But also the time that the "Katarina Kyrka" ("Katarina church") burned down some years before that affected me more. But this might have something todo with the fact that my school was right next to it and that my father was working as a firefighter in the fire department that also is next to the church.

Now to two something a bit more on the bright side. First of, the Tolkienhomepage that I linked too before, and that my previous long quote are from is down due to overuse. It´s an to heavy load on it. Secondly Im doing this from the "Arbetsförmedlings" computer that should be blocked from this things. They stand empty most of the days though to that so it isn´t as somebody couldn´t get a work. And besides this blog might even help me get work. (Oh, how am I kidding). By the way people that have ideas on where I should try to get internship are welcome with comments. At least in what kind of buisness.